Date : Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Time : 5:55 AM
Title :

When you feel sad and empty, who do you turn to?
When you feel mad and angry, who calms you down and relieves you?
When you feel confused and puzzled, who helps you to understand the matter?
When you feel burdened and tired, who offers you some help?
When you feel disappointed and discouraged, who cheers you up?
When you feel like crying, who lends you a shoulder to cry on?
It feels like I have no answer for all those questions.
These questions are just what I have recently thought about, and well, it's a realization that sometimes I don't really have anybody I could rely upon.. I scrolled up and down the list of names in my phone contact list.. and asked myself who I could share my thoughts with, and realized, that I don't really know who to sms/call. If I had thought of those questions like some time ago, I could confidently name a few for the answers. Now?
It's not the same, sadly.

Losing my ground- Fergie

Don't know what day it is
What's going on?
Is this real?
Oh no, no, no, no, no

[Verse One]
I woke up short of breath,
but I've still got a long day ahead of me
I don't know what day it is but tell me 'cuz I gotta know who to be
Is this me up in the mirror? 'Cuz I thought it was somebody else
Well it's a realization, when you find out you don't even wanna look at yourself

[Chorus]
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

[Verse Two]
Well, hit my feet, it time to hit the streets
And get my life back together again
Well, this place is all a masquerade
So tell me where in line can I cut in?
Downtown wandering aimlessly around still don't know what I'm tryin' to find
Well you could flash all the pretty lights in front of me,
I still won't see the signs

[Chorus]
Where do I go?
Qhat do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

I'm losing my
I'm losing my

I'm losing my ground
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I do?
Why do I do?
Why do I do?

Don't wanna go back there
Don't wanna go back there
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

I'm losing my
I'm losing my
I'm losing my ground.

Date : Saturday, March 6, 2010
Time : 7:24 AM
Title : I'm updating...

I watched Alice in Wonderland !! xD It's a nice movie, I recommend you ppl to go watch it. It's interesting. Johny Depp rocks.

So anyway, my blog, yes it's pathetic. So plain, so dead. Too bad, I'm too lazy to change the blogskin. At least I update.. heh. I've been in a catatonic state lately. This life is a little boring..so routinized.

Steps on how to live like Stevani:
1. wake up
2. get ready for school
3. go to school
4. finish school
5. go home/cca
6. eat/bathe
7. do homework
8. some hours on laptop
9. go sleep
10. REPEAT STEPS ONE TO 9

BORING BORING BORING. I occasionaly go out though. Like today.
I forgot how my life used to be before I came to Sec school. All I could remember was my happy childhood days. So filled with joy, freedom and fun. Now....AAAAAAAAAARGH.
I am stressed!

p.s: If I end up in IMH, please do visit me.