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2010-09-04T09:02:00.001-07:00

I won't fake it anymore. I'm not okay and never will be.

F.M.L

2010-07-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

FMLFMLFMLFMLFML-.-
School has been shitty, and is driving me nuts.
I've been holding back my anger for a while and tried to be patient, but I can't now. My patience has its limit too.
*warning*
the following paragraph contains some vulgar words. Viewer discretion is advised.

Ok all joking aside, I HATE TERM 3 VERY VERY FUCKING MUCH.
I'm stressed because of the crazy schoolwork and I've been crying myself to sleep. And guess what, I've never done so in my 15 years of life before term 3 began. Also, sitting at the back of the "better" corner of the class is already something that I've kept up with so far, but it gets on my nerves when some bitch changed my seating position just like that, without asking me first. If the place is at the back but in the middle of the class I wouldn't have strongly objected but, excuse me? The CORNER, AGAIN? And oh, it's the "worse" corner of the class. Hell, no. Who does she think she is anyway. If it is a seating arrangement for the class, then it should be discussed with the class right there and then, not draw up some fucked up sitting plan, ask those she thought of as v.i.ps and approach those that she thought of the non-v.i.ps with a fait accompli. I've had enough of bullshit to clear up this year already, I don't need another one to add on to my misery. Oh that's just a class matter, I haven't start with my sister. She's a thousand times more annoying than the annoying orange..

Hmm.. turns out that blogging is not enough to vent my anger. I need counselling or something.

Hello, I'm here to update.

2010-07-16T03:55:00.000-07:00

So, recently, something made me hate odd numbers, especially 5 and 3. If you're observant enough, you would be able to know why. Oh well .
Also, I just read a book about friendship. Here's a quote that I like, taken from the book:
"In the cookies of life, friends are the chocolate chips"
Sometimes, a batch or two of those cookies might not be as nice-tasting as the other batches you have eaten, but you can always eat those cookies accompanied with a glass of milk to balance the flavour (:
Get it? Get it? :D
K honestly, I'm supposed to be ranting on and onafter that second line of the post, but the upbeat songs that I was listening to while typing this post lightened my mood by a few shades! Hahahhaa. This is why I love Ke$ha & Lady Gaga.

2010-06-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

The philosophy behind humanistic psychology is that each individual is ultimately responsible for his own behaviour and possesses the ability within himself to change and to undergo personal growth.

2010-05-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I last posted. I've been busy mugging for exams :X but now that it's over, I've been mostly stoning at home...so unproductive and lazy and BORED.
Anyway, moving on. You know I like chatting on msn right, there's this person I often chat to, and let's call that person x. Lets talk more about x.. hmm, x is rather sensitive. A little too sensitive. Oh, and sometimes, I get this feeling that x is deliberately trying to make our convo awkward :/

a good example would be..
x: you know about asdhhjkhdsbfb right, I think she's so pretty, awesome, etcetc
me: ohmy ikr, then do you know that asjhdkhkh is an african and not american?
x: you tryin' to be racist?
me: no...
x: don't be such a racist, she has feelings too
me: what the hell?
x : *goes on ranting about racism in a serious manner, as if lecturing me*
me: ...
Btw, x wasn't joking there.. seriously.

Well it was something like that.
So, I told x I'm going to bed and signed out.
The next day, x would chat to me like, like, a normal person would. So I'm like, whaaaaat? And x even told me racist jokes.. weird much?

I..I.....IWANNAGOONANAWESOMEHOLIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
well that's random, but I can't help it.
I.WANT.AN.AWESOME.LAST.ENJOYABLE.JUNE.HOLS.BEFORE.THE.DAMN.O.LEVEL.HEADSTART.STARTS.IN.THE.COMING.HOLIDAYS.

2010-04-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Friday.
I went early to CJC by bus.
I got caught in a bad traffic jam.
I missed four bus stops on my way to CJC.
I ran back and forth asking people and they told me all sorts of directions I could take.
I followed them all.
I got lost.
I was wearing jeans.
I was sweating like mad.
I freaked out.
I called 62551111 but no one answered.
I spotted an available cab and waved frantically to the driver.
I was on my way to CJC (:
I reached CJC.
I went inside the hall.

The charity concert was awesome it made me feel like this :D

2010-03-17T05:55:00.000-07:00

When you feel sad and empty, who do you turn to?
When you feel mad and angry, who calms you down and relieves you?
When you feel confused and puzzled, who helps you to understand the matter?
When you feel burdened and tired, who offers you some help?
When you feel disappointed and discouraged, who cheers you up?
When you feel like crying, who lends you a shoulder to cry on?
~~It feels like I have no answer for all those questions.~~
These questions are just what I have recently thought about, and well, it's a realization that sometimes I don't really have anybody I could rely upon.. I scrolled up and down the list of names in my phone contact list.. and asked myself who I could share my thoughts with, and realized, that I don't really know who to sms/call. If I had thought of those questions like some time ago, I could confidently name a few for the answers. Now?
It's not the same, sadly.

Losing my ground- Fergie

Don't know what day it is
What's going on?
Is this real?
Oh no, no, no, no, no

[Verse One]
I woke up short of breath,
but I've still got a long day ahead of me
I don't know what day it is but tell me 'cuz I gotta know who to be
Is this me up in the mirror? 'Cuz I thought it was somebody else
Well it's a realization, when you find out you don't even wanna look at yourself

[Chorus]
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

[Verse Two]
Well, hit my feet, it time to hit the streets
And get my life back together again
Well, this place is all a masquerade
So tell me where in line can I cut in?
Downtown wandering aimlessly around still don't know what I'm tryin' to find
Well you could flash all the pretty lights in front of me,
I still won't see the signs

[Chorus]
Where do I go?
Qhat do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

I'm losing my
I'm losing my

I'm losing my ground
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I do?
Why do I do?
Why do I do?

Don't wanna go back there
Don't wanna go back there
Where do I go?
What do I do?
Who do I turn to?
I'm losing my ground
Who am I now?
Where does it end?
How did it all begin?
I'm losing my ground

I'm losing my
I'm losing my
I'm losing my ground.

I'm updating...

2010-03-06T07:24:00.000-08:00

I watched Alice in Wonderland !! xD It's a nice movie, I recommend you ppl to go watch it. It's interesting. Johny Depp rocks.

So anyway, my blog, yes it's pathetic. So plain, so dead. Too bad, I'm too lazy to change the blogskin. At least I update.. heh. I've been in a catatonic state lately. This life is a little boring..so routinized.

Steps on how to live like Stevani:
1. wake up
2. get ready for school
3. go to school
4. finish school
5. go home/cca
6. eat/bathe
7. do homework
8. some hours on laptop
9. go sleep
10. REPEAT STEPS ONE TO 9

BORING BORING BORING. I occasionaly go out though. Like today.
I forgot how my life used to be before I came to Sec school. All I could remember was my happy childhood days. So filled with joy, freedom and fun. Now....AAAAAAAAAARGH.
I am stressed!

p.s: If I end up in IMH, please do visit me.

2010-02-27T07:24:00.000-08:00

FRUSTRATED.
I CANT STAND NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE CLEARLY, NOT JUST FOR A WHILE, BUT A FEW HOURS. FOR LONG, FREAKING MANY HOURS!

i should be sleeping right now

2009-11-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

Dear readers, (if there are any)

I know it's late (or shall I say early?) but I can't help blogging.
I've got this urge to blog..although I don't really know what to blog about
Hmm... Anyways, I'm not really sleepy right now, so I can crap out whatever I want to right now, right here, right, right, right I shall begin.

Well, today was just like any other day- BORING. With a capital B.
Can't wait for 14th of Nov though :D hee.
Europe, here I come!
I won't be in Singapore until the beginning of next year (as usual) so this blog will be dead for at least a month or so. teehee.
That would mean I won't be here to celebrate christmas AND new year with you all.
I wish you all an advanced MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

AND NEW YEAR!!

Anyway, I went to Tiong with sis just now to help her choose graduation gifts for her classmates. How sweet. I didn't even get one for my ex-classmates :/

To 2009 classmates:
Honestly, I don't really enjoy being in 2e3 cause the class was just SO noisy, hahaha! I know I've been a bad art rep who didn't hand in even my own artwork in time. Oh well, hahahaha xD I think 2009 is not as bad as I thought it would be :) and I'm GLAD. G-L-A-D. Relieved.
*Stevani heaved a sigh of relief* ahhh.. much better. Too bad I didn't buy the class tee. I liked it! Just that I'd forgotten to bring my $ -___-"
Okay, 2009 classmates, wish you all the best in your future undertakings!

To future classmates:
HEY YO, I SO LOOK FORWARD TO SEE YOU PEOPLE NEXT YEAR :D SEE YOU IN THREE-FOUR!

TODAY WAS

2009-10-28T00:54:00.000-07:00

..JUST SO AWESOME :D
Watched a couple of movies, and I enjoyed it so much xD
Shaolin Soccer is veryvery funny. Bend It Like Beckham was interesting.
I am just so happy with the streaming results.
And I think this is the first time I'm happy and satisfied with the school's decision.
FIRST time.
Anyway, I didn't expect that I will be taking A math next year.
The streaming results surprised me. XDDDDDD

2009-10-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

I HAD A GREAT DAY AT SENTOSA YESTERDAY. WHEEEEEEEEE~
I simply love the luge and sky ride.
Now my body is aching, ouch.
K I'll keep the post short, bye :D

2009-10-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

I'm SO glad it's the last day of exam =D
IM SUPER EXCITED NOW, LIKE...EXCITED!
I can't wait for tomorrow xD
ooh yea.
Ok, now after studying for some time without logging on to msn or facebook, I feel guilty when I log in, HAHA. Anyway hols doesn't mean no studying right?
But I doubt I will study though....I'll try my best to resist watching TV, sms-ing, shopping/window-shopping, ~~beach party-ing~~ (OMG this is too much, hols without beach party would be so incomplete....)
I miss random-ing.
Sing this to the tune of jingle bells..
Banana banana hanging on the tree,
long long one, short short one, which one do you want?
........
and i can't remember the rest..

2009-10-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ENRIQUE IGLESIAS ♥
But don't worry, I still love Taylor Lautner <3 hahaha.

You know exams are coming..

2009-09-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

I think I shall not blog till exams are over.
SO YES,
DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH XD
and stop asking who my boyfriend is cuz you obviously know the answer.
Forgotten who? I'll show you again.

HAHA! Jkjk, please don't take this for real, to those who don't know who Taylor is.

2009-09-18T01:41:00.001-07:00

The vegetable cake's taste lingers in my mouth. Poor me. x(
how do you get rid of it?

Yeah, this morning, I baked the awesome strawberry cake. Or shall we call it rock cake? since it's so hard. It was nice. Sweet, a little sour, and hard. Hahaha. The first few bites were nice but it gets more and more nauseating, most probably because of too much vanilla essence :X

I shall study right now :D hehee.
See, I still care about my studies.

I flipped through the pages of the old album

2009-09-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

..and I realized how cute I used to be xD
HAHAHA. I don't know what happened to those chubby cheeks of mine.
(Probably too many people pinched them, teehee)

This photo was taken in the late 1990s :)

I had fun searching for my boyfriend's name on Google.

2009-09-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

And so the result shows.

CCA (first post about it)

2009-09-08T23:16:00.000-07:00

CHAOC SWA EERFIC!COACH WAS FIERCE
I thought training starts at 8, so I came at 8.00 and then....the canteen and study area was empty. Pfft! It started at 9. Chitchatted with 2 juniors, hahaha, they were funny ;D
I was quite surprised that I didn't feel that tired after a few drills.
My energy was soon drained out about an hour before training ended D: played with juniors, they were strong! Clapclap.
Anyway, something made coach shouted like he never did before. But I think my pri sch bball coach shouts with more ferocity than him, and perhaps that's why I was able to stay alert on court, unlike now :/
I'm the one who would only be aggresive when I'm shouted at.
I'm the one who would stay alert when I'm shouted at.
I'm the stoner on court.
I'm the one who cannot stand boring drills.
I'm the one who complains a lot. (obvious much)
I miss primary school... well that one is random.
It just popped into my head while I was typing. HAHA.
But what I'm trying to say is, I'm not worth to be in the team.
I'll quit soon anyway. SO YEAH, BYE.
I'm tired of being masochistic already, I've been trying to quit since last year, but I procrastinated.

I learnt a valuable lesson: NEVER ever PROCRASTINATE when it comes to quitting CCA.
or you'll regret it sooner or later..............

today was fun :D

2009-09-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

As mentioned above, today was fun =D
cause made it so. HAHAHA, jk.
Ainur, Nadiah, and I went to do the projek ceritera at TPY, but the library was full...and NO PLUG for Ainur's laptop. Oh ya, she missed the mrt station and ended up at novena! hahahahaa. So yeah, we went round and round looking for a plug, because..Ainur a.k.a pantat forgot to bring the rest of the projek ceritera things, so we had to use her laptop, since she brought it and the story is inside. After a while, we decided to do the drawings at some random place outside the library while Ainur search for a place with plug for her laptop charger. AND SHE FOUND IT! :D
at a hawker ctr, smth like kopitiam. HAHA. Then we took pics, blahblahblah, and I saw this strange-looking stranger staring at us o.o
Guess what? Ainur stared back! Wooohooo. but the man still stare at us -.- whatever.

Oh ya, I found my old schoolmates from Indonesia on Facebook 8D
I miss them very muchhh.

Movie recommendation

2009-09-05T00:12:00.000-07:00

Saw this movie on youtube: Horror of Dracula
To watch, type in "Horror of Dracula part 1" in the search box.
I think their faces look a little similar to one another- long faces!
Overall I think this is a really awesome movie 8D
Go watch it!!

just read it.

2009-09-04T06:25:00.001-07:00

So, it's the start of September holidays. YAY.....not!
math, english, mt, humanities, lit homework waiting.... oh man, especially math.
Is this even a holiday? I guess not.
This is the week we people who care about doing well in EOY have to be nerds. Study, study, and more study (plus toilet breaks, breakfast, lunch, dinner, sleep, and maybe a little facebook)
HAHA.

Progress report cards were given out today. I've got a few As, 2Cs, and A FREAKING D. And yes, that D is for ~~Denglish~~ English -.- Boohoohoo.
Alright, I'll not brood over it anymore. I shall be the opposite of pessimistic (which is optimistic, yay) 8D
I will NEVER ~~phail~~ fail English again.

Tomorrow is gesps fiesta day, and it's for the pri sch kids xD(obviously).
But who cares, I'm going there anyway(obviously). I want to see the annoyed look on that security guard's face. Muahahaha.

*The security guard I'm referring to is the one that chased my friends and I away from the 4th storey on teachers' day.
xtra (this is kind of random):
I feel detached from the team now that I missed so many trainings. Well, I am quite glad I am changing CCA next year. Sorry, teacher in charge and coach, I'm not committed/faithful to this CCA ): But of course you know why.

TEACHERS' DAY 09

2009-08-31T01:39:00.000-07:00

Started the day with 2/3 class party :D which was FUN.
And then went to GESPS x) I see a lot of tall people, I felt short D: heh, even Charmaine (who is 164+) too. Roamed around the school aimlessly before meeting Miss Sim, I felt disorientated, there were so so so many people, tall ones! Oh ya, and the stupid security guard chased us down to the 1st storey, wtb.

I didn't know today is Miss Sim's Birthday! Her students from the class she taught before my class bought a super creamy chocolate cake. ooooh. wow. And so we sang Happy Birthday to her, and YAY she still remembers me.
And then we roamed around the school again before going to the basketball court and we played a while, yes, not even for 5 mins, AND THAT FREAKING SECURITY GUARD CHASED US, AGAIN. Curse him. Then, we went outside and bought ice cream and idk why we stoned there. Oh, did i mention the part where we saw Caryn and her bf? Yah... I did not. Her boyfriend looks strangely familiar ._. in the end I found out who he is, HAHA!

After that went to tiong for a while.. well whatever, I'm going there for tuition later anyway. And ohmymama, I wanna quit EL tuition..

PHOTOS: SCROLL DOWNNNNNNNNNN.

this photo was taken ytd, not on teachers' day.

GESPS.

I wonder whose finger is that.

2009-08-26T04:27:00.000-07:00

Shocking but it's true- I PASSED LIT TEST! MUAHAHAHA. yay xD

Cultural Thing

2009-08-24T00:57:00.000-07:00

I heard the news about Malaysia trying to claim Indonesia's culture as theirs. Read on..
Wow, this is their 4th time trying to take away our culture.
The last time, they tried to claim batik, a traditional song "Rasa Sayange", and something called "Reog Ponogoro" (i think it's some kind of lion dance) as theirs. Now, they are claiming that a traditional dance that originated from Bali called "Pendet" is theirs.
But the question is: Can you proof they are really yours?
And the answer is obviously: No.
How ludicrous, rude, and disrespectful.
It's as if they don't have their own culture, and then try to take away ours? NO, a thousand times NO! Don't have any culture? Well too bad, go find your own, don't steal ours just because our ministry of culture and public relations are not ferocious enough to defend our treasure.

2009-08-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

OHmymamaaaa. I saw my neighbours quarrel yesterday! Thru my peephole. I was doing my work at the dining table when I heard the indian neigbour complained to the chinese one who slammed the door really hard. And i expected the person would apologize la, but then..SHE SNAPPED AT HER NEIGHBOUR WHO COMPLAINED! Ftw. An inconsiderate woman with an attitude problem. Wow. And then they shouted at each other for a few minutes, oh man, i forgotten to record D: so yeah, the chinese one was like "What's your problem hah!" and then the indian one: "It's you who have problem, attitude problem! Everytime blablablabla [ i can't remember ]
the chinese one: "You are the one with problem la, that's why you move in here," (still shouting, btw, where's the link between moving in and having a problem..and then i thought the woman could be drunk, which cause her to spout nonsensical things)
Then I called my sis and my mum. Well i shouldn't have called them.. (we ended up fighting to see through the peephole.) And then i gave up, and just listen to them quarrel, HAHAHA they were sooo funny. Seriously, i'm not being mean. I was just enjoying the show. They did not look serious and angry at all, they looked hilarious!

2009-08-20T05:16:00.001-07:00

To you, Bella:
Go ahead and fail your PSLE. I would be the first person to laugh at you when you do badly for it, I swear. -__-
I am forced to help you, FORCED. Not that I want to. You don't even have the will to learn, how do you expect me to help you, huh?
I've had enough of your crap. I'm fed up.

2009-08-16T06:32:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift's songs are sweeeeet(:
like this one: You Belong With Me

Lyrics
You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walk in the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong
I think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with

You belong with me...

Like it? I do. (:

2009-08-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

I had a dream.
A very nice one.. and then the sun's ray penetrated(correct word, right?) through my windows and it was so bright I couldn't close my eyes anymore. Guess what? It was 11+ am HAHA i'm a pro. I set my alarm at 8 am and i woke up about 3 hours later ._.

Dreamless nights suck, cause there are no "movies" to "watch".
Agree?

2009-08-08T22:01:00.000-07:00

Movies In Minutes- New Moon
By nigahiga xD
pause the song first to watch this vid.

2009-08-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

I changed the blog song to the song I used to use last time. TADA! The call.
Today was fine I guess. Had AMC, freaking difficult. I told you I have difficulties in thinking outside the box, although the paper does not require us to think out of the box so much.
Oh yeah, and for tomorrow, the outing's cancelled..
I wonder what should I do tomorrow to keep myself entertained.. I.don't.want.to.be.idle. I want to watch UP.
Btw, Melissa has made a great progress in her Malay Language! Congrats, Mel. xD now you have a long list of Malay words to irritate Ainur.
To Ainur: I did not teach her most of the words kay!

2009-08-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

Fry-day is coming! :D
I want to watch UP. I don't want to miss that!
Charmaine is coming. Oh yay! It's been a long time since I went out with her, Sherlene, Joey, and other ex-gesps bball ppl x)

2009-08-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today was, um, not good.

I failed one of the subject which I have NEVER EVER failed, or even get a C before, for common test. 3 claps for that teacher, for failing me. Thanks to HER, now I have to summon a great deal of courage just to get that freaking paper signed.

The thing that I dislike about this teacher is the fact that she is biased. Plus she speaks to us students in a condescending manner, like she's a queen or something. Oh man, not even in her dreams!

The other day, I saw her scolding a student for rolling her eyes. Today, she rolled her eyes at my friend and I for not doing a spectacular piece of draft for our project.

Your pretty eyes are going to sag down your eye sockets if you keep doing that, dear teacher. Anyways you're aging, and your skin around your eyes is going to start sagging too, you know. So stop that eye-rolling habit before it's too late ;)

HAHAHA, I had fun typing those out. So, conclusion: I detest her.

2009-07-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

Miss Hazel Sim. She played this song on that day during art lesson, 14.04.07. Nah, kidding, I couldn't remember the date, of course not, not even the day. But I'm very sure she played it during art lesson. Josh Groban's voice is so soothing :]

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer’s day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they’ll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in vincent’s eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists’ loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they’ll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you’ve met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They’re not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

Btw today is so not my day. Friday, 24.07.09. It's as if I'm destined to stay at home and not go out. Urghhhhh. Now I realise I grumble a lot, ugh. Sorry if I grumbled too much!

2009-07-21T02:33:00.000-07:00

Muahahahaha
guess what
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I still want that art CCA though.

Anyway, I watched Harry Potter on Saturday with Shirlyn, and the movie was AWESOME. Don't listen to the bad reviews about that movie, listen to the good ones :)
The movie has oh-so-nice sound effects, quite funny, and the acting was great. AND OHEMGEE, Tom Felton and Daniel Radcliffe is hotter in this movie than the previous one. Go watch it!! ;D

2009-07-17T02:59:00.000-07:00

LALALALALALA yesterday i saw an eye candy at Raffles Place. OMG *.* HAHAHA.

School was NOT fun today... I WANT FUNDAY. DDDDDDDDDDD: wtb. Nownow, I am tagged by melissa to do this:

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog.Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head. Then answer the question.

1.Charmaine aka charmcharm poh

2.RuiYun

3.Dawn

4.Cassia

5.Natalie

6.YingChang

7.Evi

8.LiWern

9.Coco

10.Ainur

11.Louis

12.Felicia

13.Giory

14.Marianne

I wish i could write more names D:

1. How Did You Get to Meet With (7;Evi) She's my cousin, i first met her at my house, i think ;D

2.What would you do if you and (13; Giory) met? What happens when Tom and Jerry meet? That's the answer.

3.What Would you do if (1;Charmaine) and (12;Felicia) date? I would scream till the glass shatter into tiny pieces because I would get freaked out.

4.Have you ever seen (14;Marianne) cry? I can't remember

5.Would (4,Cassia) and (11;Louis) be a good couple? HAHAH, that would be...interesting. I don't know if they would be a good couple.

7.What is number (2; Ruiyun) favourite colour? Hmm, i think it's black :D

8.When was the last time youu talked to (9;Coco )? I can't remember~.~ Haha

9.What language does (8;LiWern) speak? Mostly Chinese. She's a Chinese pro!

10.Who is (13; Giory) going out with? Idk, his mum? Haha!

11.What grade is (12; Felicia) in? Sec 2

12.Would you ever date with (10; Ainur)? NOOOOOOOOO WAY. I'm straight.

13.Where does (5; Natalie) live? Farfar away from me.

14.What's the best thing about (3; Dawn)? She is super friendly and easy-going ;D

15.What would you want to tell (10; Ainur)? Your pantat is loved by us!

16. What the best thing about (8; LiWern)? She is funny, and niceeee :D

17.Have you ever kissed (5; Natalie)? What the...As I said, I'm straight.

18. What was the best memory you have with (7; Evi)? Whoa, i think i have too many great memories with her i can't describe it here!

19.When was the last time you saw (6; Yingchang)? Yesterday.

20.How is (14; Marianne) & (12; Felicia) different? But they have many similarities D: They have different heights.

21.Is (6; Yingchang) pretty? HAHAHA, yesyes, pretty for a boy. (you know, gay)

22.What was the first impression of (11; Louis)? Hmm, scary, fierce. But he's not like that at all.

23.Have you been to a movie with (4;Cassia) before? Nope D:

24.When have you lied to (3; Dawn)? I can't remember. Hahaha! Even if i lied, it wouldn't be for evil purposes *smiles innocently* But seriously.

2009-07-15T04:19:00.000-07:00

Went to Cassia's house today, wow her mother's nice!

Melissa, Ainur, Me: Cassia, your mum is very nice.
Cassia: Ma (shouting to her mum, her mum came), they say you're very nice leh.
Cassia's mum: Oh, yes, thank you.
Melissa, Ainur, me: HAHAHA
Melissa (to Cassia): Oh, so that's where you learnt to say that from..
Cassia: No, my mum learnt it from me!
Cassia's Mum: Ya, i leart that from her.
All of us: Hahahaha.

Then we continued with our project. Then I went home. Then I feel like blogging. So here I am . Now I feel like ending this post. There. I'm done. Off to do my art homework!!!!! <3

2009-07-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

Fill in the blanks!

Tonight I am so random.
Today was a boring kind of day.
Our weather was okay this morning.
My favorite time of day is 2.00 p.m.
The last thing I do before I go to bed at night is imagine myself at some beautiful place with Winter (my doggie who's in heaven now, BOOHOOHOO.)
I wish that I could go travelling overseas with my friends (pls, fairygodmama, grant my wish ><).
The first thing I do in the morning is get off the bed.
I should have watched Titanic yesterday.

My favourite...

Actress younger than 20?Dakota Fanning
Animal?Dogs
Age to be? 17!!
Shampoo brand? Sunsilk haha
Toothpaste? CloseUp
Place to buy clothes? Idk
Place to buy cheap stuff? Idk
Place to get icecream? Hm... duno
Store to buy groceries? Not sure
Halloween costume? I wanna be a..a..Vampire
Childhood memory? Running around school playing catching with..with.. THEM x)
College? idk.. you think?
Grade? A1A1A1A1A1A1A1 , eh, i mean, PRIMARY SIX!
Class in high school? Duno

Fill in the blank: Today I am really bored because i had nothing to do.

Random: I HATE DORA THE EXPLORER.

TEEHEE!

2009-07-10T01:27:00.000-07:00

I'm Bored. with a capital B. BOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOO.
Let's hate things..... i hate life, i hate school, i hate every single cell/atom/molecules/particles in the world.
Done. Now, I shall post "Meet me halfway" lyrics. xD It's a very nice song by B.E.P Check it out =]

Ooh, I can't go any further than this
Ooh, I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

Cool, I spent my time just thinkin', thinkin', thinkin' 'bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin', missin' you
And all those things we used to, used to, used to do
Hey girl, wuz up? It used to, used to be just me and you

I spent my time just thinkin', thinkin', thinkin' 'bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin', missin' you
And all those things we used to, used to, used to do
Hey girl, wuz up? Wuz up? Wuz up? Wuz up?

Meet me halfway, right at the borderline
That's where I'm gonna wait for you
I'll be lookin' out night 'n' day
Took my heart to the limit and this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further than this
I want you so bad, it's my only wish

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galaxies
Just tell me where to go, just tell me where you wanna meet

I navigate myself, myself to take me where you be

'Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown, town, I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around, round like every single day
I love you alway, ways, I'll meet you halfway

Can you meet me halfway right at the borderline
That's where I'm gonna wait for you
I'll be lookin' out night 'n' day
Took my heart to the limit and this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further than this
I want you so bad, it's my only wish
I can't go any further than this
I want you so bad, it's my only wish

Let's walk the bridge to the other side
Just you and I
I will fly, fly the skies for you and I

I will try until I die for you and I
For you and I, for, for you and I
For, for you and I, for, for you and I

Can you meet me halfway?
Can you meet me halfway?
Can you meet me halfway?
Can you meet me halfway?

Meet me halfway right at the borderline
That's where I'm gonna wait for you
I'll be lookin' out night 'n' day
Took my heart to the limit and this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further than this
I want you so bad, it's my only wish
I can't go any further than this
I want you so bad, it's my only wish.

My fav. part of the song :

"Let's walk the bridge to the other side
Just you and I I will fly, fly the skies for you and I
I will try until I die for you and I
For you and I, for, for you and I
For, for you and I, for, for you and I"
Taboo's and Fergie's voice match! x)

2009-07-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

Now, the pics! Teehee! XD

This is how Charmaine would look like if she kisses a poster or a guy.

This is how Yingchang would look like if he kisses a poster or a girl.

Congrats, Yingchang, you're officially...gay. ;D

Domo-kun 8D

Nice pose, lol.

Charmaine: Mwah! Stevani: ...

Nice shot? xD

Hahaha! We also did a cover of Just Danceeeeeee (not rly a cover, hehe)

2009-07-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

♥ STAY CHEERFUL ALWAYS, AND ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO! Jiayun says she loveeeeees you ;D

2009-07-05T04:01:00.000-07:00

Kays, this is the third post for today. THIRD, OK. HAHAHA, I'M AWESOME 8D jkjk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAWN SOH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
I SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT YOU AN SS501 ALBUM, HAHA!
♥
Smiles always! ;D

2009-07-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

Now, let me begin with a nice phrase for this post.

It was raining cats and dogs. My sis and I were going home from tuition just now, and we were stuck at a bus stop where we have to cross the road (quite a big one) to ~~get to the other side~~ get to the other bus stop where there's shelter leading to our house.

I didn't like my sis' idea of running across the road and get drenched in rainwater (eeeyer), so I suggested that we should wait for the rain to stop and then cross the road. She didn't like my idea either. She was too impatient to wait (loser). Soooo, she dashed across the road, sprinted to the bus stop, and waved at me, sticking out her tongue.

Unexpectedly, a kind maid approached me and offered to share her umbrella! I gratefully accepted her offer. "HAHAHA! IN YOUR FACE, BELLA." I laughed to myself, imagining what my sis' expression would be like. Then, when we reached the other side of the road, a car zoomed past the maid and I, and SPLASH! I GOT DRENCHED IN THAT FILTHY WATER FROM A PUDDLE OF WATER. CURSE THAT CAR.

When I reached the bus stop, my sis was LOL-ing at me. I don't know how stupid I must have looked like to her..
Well, lesson LEARNT alright- always bring an umbrella in case of a heavy downpour -.- ZZZ.

2009-07-04T17:40:00.000-07:00

I HAD A FREAKING NIGHTMARE LAST NIGHT. I DREAMT THAT MY BEDROOM'S INFESTED BY HISSING COCKROACHES. AAARGH! You know how awfully small my bedroom is.
And what the hell, today's 5th of July, NOT 4th of July. So, I had the nightmare on Saturday, not Friday.

2009-07-04T01:34:00.000-07:00

"Man with a mole" by Teo Cassia! (the beard drawn by me 8D)

I.Am.Bored.At.Home. The only thing I can do is....homework.
Homework: (Noun) a punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor.

Anyways, had lots of fun singing (or shouting + laughing) with Li Wern, Cassia, and Ainur.(Yes, Ainur, that crazy woman. HAHA, jkjk) yesterday for math project. TEEHEE. Sing and sing like mad people.. Luckily my neighbours were out at work. So no complaints for being noisy =D except from my mum. Hehe.

I can't wait for Monday. Yay! Bought her present today, hope she likes it. ;D

2009-07-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I find myself feeling all alone, even though I'm with my friends. Sometimes, I feel like I can't handle things the way I did the last time, and I feel like I've lost myself. I've never felt so forlorn before. Why is this happening? Why? WHY? It freaks me out, finding myself in such extremely confused state of mind. Sigh. I'm losing my ground. Ugh whatever...

2009-06-26T22:58:00.000-07:00

Hey earthlings :) I'm uploading the pics I took in Indonesia. Yes, including the turtles pics xD

The Beach.

Turtles.

And a video of the turtles. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIyIXQ60Wwc click the link.

2009-05-31T22:56:00.000-07:00

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M DOING MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORKS.
The List
1. Comprehension Practice Paper
2. Reader's Digest Worksheet
3. Science Bonus Assignments
4. Algebra performance task
5. Read "The Clay Marble"
6. IH June Holiday Assignment
7. Science Questa club Sci ctr exhibitions report
I guess that's all.. I want outings D:

~~I'm suffering from emotional unstability..~~

SCIENCE CENTRE!

2009-05-29T06:40:00.000-07:00

Went to Sci ctr on Thursday, so fun!
and we (Cassia, Melissa, and me) took many pics. Too bad Ainur couldn't come, no crazy person to laugh at D: Ahahahah, jkjk..
here are the pics!

2009-05-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

I'm bored...
So decided that I shall do this to kill time.

1) Think back five months ago, were you single? Yeah.
2) Who can you blame for your bad mood today?Tofu-oyako colouring thing!! It frustrates me.
3) How was your night last night?Just like any other nights- boring.
4) Have u ever hugged someone before?Duh!
5)Are u willing to do anything for your boyfriend?I don't have one. And If i do have one, it depends.
6) Do u like lollipop?Quite..
7) Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?Don't think so, since I'm like almost INVISIBLE to almost everyone.
8) Last thing you bought?Milo!(:
9) Are you a jealous person?Kind of?10) Does it take a lot to make you cry?Maybe?
11) What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?Playing funny games in class ;D
12) Think a lot before you sleep?Yes, definitely, I sometimes went into a trance-like state when I was about to sleep.
13) What's running through your mind right now?What is the next question.
14) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?I am not sure..
15) Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?Dunno.
16) Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?Yeah..my dog.
17) Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?YES ! Im bored like HELLLL !
18) Is your life anything like it was a year ago?No. I'm sure it's worse now. Blah
19) How late did you stay up last night? 11+p.m?
20) What colour specs r u wearing?Red-frame specs
21) Who was the last person u called?Let me recall....
22) Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?I don't really know..causeI talk to myself? HAHA, jkjk.
23) Does anyone call you baby?Nah
24) Are you a patient person?Sometimes.
25) What is the last thing you said out loud?Hahaha.
26) Any plans for tomorrow? Nah..
27) What can't you wait for?Outing with 601 and others.
28) Have u ever laughed so hard untill u started crying?Can't remember
29) What's the worst way to say I love you?Saying it when you don't even mean it.
30) Seven weeks from now will you be in a relationship?Nah, don't think so. I don't want to anyway.
31) What do you carry with you at all times?Handphone
32) Are you mean?Sometimes.33) Are u missing someone now?Yeah.
34) What r u doing now?Typing, duh?

2009-05-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

Today was quite boring, adam khoo whatever session, love smss and so on.
I only enjoyed myself during the games. Hahahah, I love the 10-cent-coin-game? I don't know the name, but yeah, laughed a lot during that game. And I suppose we were the loudest of the loudest. First, we played chuckie, and we were so loud cause we banged the table and LOL-ed at the same time. "BOM BOM, CHUCKIE CHUCKIE, BOM BOM, EH, WHERE'S THE OTHER GUN?!" this line is..commonly said during this game. HAHAHA! If you know what I mean.

Then, we decided that we should move to the back of the class and play the ten-cent-coin game. It was rather quite long before the bell ring, and my group rushed the love smss stuffs- our main topic is narrow, therefore, we can't give big solutions for that.

Next Monday going through exam papers. 0.0 Nobody get a freaking A1 for Intergrated Humanities, great. I wonder what will I get. Nonono, I should think POSITIVE. If nobody get A1s, it means that we 2e3 people shall get A2s instead- seventy-four! XD

*btwbtw, ppl who played the games were: Elsie, Sherilyn, Dawn, Priscillia, Joey, Anna (left halfway during the game), Ainur(joined the game after we moved to the back of the class), Melissa(same as Ainur), Jasmine, Lydia, Sharminii, Cassia, Min Yi, Si Lin, Gracelyn, Gladys, Jolene, and me(:

2009-04-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

Second post! ;D

Today's not bad, no LITERATURE! Maths project is finally done, woohooooo! I'm sososososoooo glad I'm not in her grp for the Sci project xD

There's a stalker who calls my sister almost every day since last week 0.0..really disturbing. Oh, and I how I wish that stalker would read this:

STOP STALKING MY SISTER, you nincompoop. She's freaked out already-.-Aren't you satisfied yet? Don't act dumb and tell me you don't know my sister. I've enough of her bugging me to scold you already okay.. zzzzzzzzzzz

Ending post here! :D

To that nincompoop: Still wanna disturb her? Come to my house and face my mother if you dare.

2009-02-24T06:28:00.000-08:00

First post! A fresh new start to a new blog. And I'll lock the blog, muahahahas.